To the library I went...

Holy sh*t, I have lived here a year, and I still don't have a library card. I should be ashamed of myself! I was! Totally pathetic, but nothing a current ID and checkbook couldn't handle. I went to the library on a pursuit of reading the classics and indulging in "mindfulness". It was an interesting combination for me, I want to remember what I used to read, yet find myself in something different. Most times, I am stressed, worried, and anxious about what the future will bring. What is the point of worrying, or wondering? I know I need a serious training in living in the moment. Despite all of my adventures, both previous and future, I truly need to deal with the now. I think it is the hardest part. I can reminence or plan for tomorrow, but what is the point? The only thing I can truly manipulate is what is happening right in front of me. What a challenge.